Err, what the hell?

Something odd happened, and I'm sorta confused.

Shoulda done some work yesterday, but became all lazy and stupid.

Inconsequential? Meaningless? yeah, that's how it goes...


People are stupid.

I now know I shouldn't try and make milo ice cubes.

Did nothing, read, played Icey dale, read some more, and did more nothing.

I need some sort of purpose in my life, i'll figure out something. Maybe it's that productive thing.

Meh. Nothing much to say.

So near, so close, yet so very, very far away...

I need to stop being such an ass at school, i'll try my best to stop.

Felt disconnected most of today. On the one hand, I like this feeling. The cold, vast desolation is quite soothing in it's own sense. Alone. On the other, I absolutely hate it. The feeling of closeness and security you get from other people is nice in its own right, so I probably should be trying and breaking this feeling of detachment right now. I've done something, though, I guess time will tell and all that.

Feeling very optimistic, aren't I?

there's something that's invisible
there's some things you can't hide
try to detect you when i'm sleeping
in a wave you say goodbye

Crappy link for you.

Vote smart.

Use this if you ever want to find out whether your candidate has a yellow canary named Sunshine.

I might do a as real as I can make it post later.

oh look it stopped snowing...

Faith and solidarity.

Running rapidly out of energy, and it's only been one day.

Took the day off, actually did shit, still not enough, is it ever going to be enough?

The thoughts, the images, the pain, the laughter, the love, everything, everything is rushing back.

The poisoned honey finally caught up. After all, how much could I have and get away with?

Faith and solidarity.

Love and solidarity.

I had seven faces thought i knew which one to wear
I'm sick of spending these lonely nights training myself not to care...
It's up to me now to turn on the bright lights
(got to be some more change in my life)

Thank you to everyone. I really can't say that enough.

Can't say anything right now. Bye.

Knowledge is just opinion you trust enough to act upon.

Everything works out in due time, I guess. For better or for worse.

This 'human' thing is interesting. Whatever happened to dehumanised rationalism?

People are always telling you that change is a good thing. What they're really telling you is that something that you didn't want to happen at all has happened.

Like that quote. Guess which movie.

Wasted a day AND 20 bucks.

Did crappy, pointless (mostly), driving thingy today, featuring HAEMOPLEGICS for our amusement. *grumbles*

Why do I feel the worst just after getting up from sleep?

Life is but a passing memory.

Lost in translation.

Not a bad romcom, it's a pretty good pomo movie.

Please don't kill me.

Not a bad sort of day, never actually got to do what I was supposed to do.

Thanks for the donut :)

Or doughnut if you really care.

Love is like a cigar. Once it goes out, you can't light it again. It's just not the same.

Bonus points to you if you tell me who said that quote.

Pretzelstar.

That word was a lot more useful than I ever expected it to be.

Bitching below, you have been warned.

*sigh* I had a perfectly awful plan, and it was doing incredibly badly, and what do I do? In a single moment of weakness, I screw up everything and do the right thing. I'm such a tard.

Today wasn't helped by a headache, though Minties modern class seems fun.

Life is the cruelest joke.

The truth is the kindest thing we can give in the end.

Every now and then, The memories creep in
A breeze and blue skies, The trees and you and I
But if my old life is done, I guess that i've moved on
To new faces and strange places,
Here at the final push to the sum
If my old life is done, then, What have i become?

Did my whole manic-depression thing today, flipped from complete apathy to a sort of crazy stupid me. I really have to do something about that.

Actually enjoying school, Motherwell makes english damn interesting. 2 hours just slips by.

What have I become?

Step by step, minute by minute, hour by hour...

And so the days pass.

Something happened, and I don't know why...

*silence*

Damn skeletons. Now where am I supposed to put all my nice new things?

I'm hoping again.

Maybe, maybe...

Hello.

You have to keep running to stay in the same place.

Mourning for a life never lived.

Guh Buh Duh Huh Wha?

(yes, I know, it's a quote, out of context, but I don't really care.)

Did everything I wasn't supposed to today, and gave myself away at like thirty different points. Why oh Why do I bother to try?

and Eliot is NOT pathetic. Well done Jared, on the principle thing.

So many days, so many nights.

Is it ever going to end?

Things are starting to get worse.

It's a mad world...

Another one of those goodish/badish days. Baked in the sun, watched Donnie Darko.

Tis all insane. Or gods will.

Bleh.

Gah. Can't cope with this heat. Warm today.

Oh dear god. Listening to The lips after 4 or so months is AMAZING. My mouth is dry, I can barely speak and I have difficulty forming words or thoughts in general. Intense does not come close to describe it. It's probably even better than listening to it for the first time. Oh god hold me. Opponent process theory rears it head again, and it proves so true. Masochism is useful for something.

Her name is Yoshimi - she's a black belt in karate
Working for the city - she has to discipline her body -
Cause she knows that it's demanding to defeat these
Evil machines - I know she can beat them -

Oh Yoshimi
They don't believe me
But you won't let those
Robots defeat me
Oh Yoshimi
They don't believe me
But you won't let those
Robots eat me

For lack of a better title, HAMMER TIME!

Read, every day, something no one else is reading. Think, every day, something no one else is thinking. Do, every day, something no one else would be silly enough to do. It is bad for the mind to be always part of unanimity.

*makes funny wavy arm motion* goodish/badish day today. Ummm, don't want to say anything cause I don't want to. Hoping people are having fun, i'm going to go sleep or something. Bye.

Ideas are more powerful than guns. We would not let our enemies have guns, why should we let them have ideas?

tired of fighting
tired of fighting
fighting for a lost cause

Bones, sinking like stones,
All that we fought for,
And homes, places we've grown,
All of us are done for.

And we live in a beautiful world,
Yeah we do, yeah we do,
We live in a beautiful world.

Oh, all that I know,
There's nothing here to run from,
'Cause everybody here's got somebody to lean on.

The writer is the engineer of the human soul.

I will surprise you sometime
I'll come around
I will surprise you sometime
I'll come around
when you're down

More quotes

The writer is the engineer of the human soul.

How arthousy.

Half-decent day today, to put in a cliched arthouse phrase, a ray of sunshine on an otherwise bleak sky.

Had fun, still skipping more of school, and my back hurts.

And Jared, I probably dropped those little thingys in your car. Sorry. Don't give things in my hands.

And am I the only who still remembers Nationstates?

In the Soviet army it takes more courage to retreat than advance.

Night all.

I have to wake up.

Gah. My lower back hurts, and I don't have jet lag, but still odd sleeping patterns.

That aside, I probably shouldn't be doing this, but meh, it wastes time.

I need a good new hobby.

And I just learned of some very, very good news. Pixar has decided to axe it's ties to Disney. Ooh yes, this'll be good.

I'm going to stick quotes here, everyday as a policy, i'll try to put one in everyday, but no guarantees. Considering that i'm ultra-obsessed with Stalin quotes right now (the man has produced a large number of good quotes), i'll put one of his more famous ones today.

A death of one man is a tragedy; a million a statistic.

See you all soon.