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Man am I ever reckless.

Interesting correlation: I am not very good at SOCOM, a game involving stealth and secrecy. I am also horribly, horribly lazy in my attendance for teh school. Coincidence? Not really. And so therefore, recklessness.

I don't know where I went with that one.

Must study. Must not try and make my HSX Portfolio better than it already it is. Though, a good fund shorted The Da Vinci Code. Wonder if that was a good decision. Granted, they're shorting at 223 mill, so good buffer, but still.

I found another probable cause to my sanity. Though i'm sure not sure whether it's a cause or an effect. Is this reinforcing my beliefs, or my beliefs inducing it? I dunno. There's a word for that, and I can't remember it. I want to, though.

I'm at this stage where I think it's a good thing that the voices are only in my head. Is that a good place to be?

I will sleep, and ever so hopefully, study.

God may not play dice

But the Devil sure as hell does.

What to say. Lots of things happening. Spending lots of time outside of house. Nice. I'm making that transition into homeless person well. I get to walk around, wearing inappropriate clothing and contemplatin'. I am so fucking cosmopolitan.

I lost my shoes :( I liked those shoes. Hopefully I get them back.

Yes I lost my shoes. It happens. Especially to people like me.

Been having really odd days...Had fun at Fox's, crashed Min-taec's house where he fed AND got me a drink! (yay!) And scored a four. Woo Woo! I had to find my student card, which I put somewhere. I sit on my bed, start reading a little GBS, and find my student card. It's rather odd. Zoo got cancelled. GRRRR. I find out that a Aczchuan grocery in West Ryde is shutting down. Freaks me out entirely, as I did not forsee this. Well, I did a little, but not this soon. In addition, that place has been a virtual institution as long I've been here. I've been here 8 years, and it's been there for me. Hell, i've been through the loss of Games World, where nice/flustered owners would let us play Smash Bros for hours on end. That place caused my mother so much heartache, I owe it a medal. Now there's only going to be three Asian grocerys side by side. Miss Strawberry, I can't deal with this.

Oh hell no! I did not move from Southside for this.

Intrinsic value!!!!!

Zinc-based banking system....

Tired. Forget how tiring things are.

Kingdom Hearts is one of the cruelest things ever created for me. It forces you to make highly important choices at the BEGINNING OF THE GAME. This fucks with my mind like nothing you have seen. It's outrageously fun; I'd tempted to ban the damn thing in some pseudo-Plato avengement sequence. I also suck at it. Squaresoft = dangerously good and addictive.

For the record, 1 to 9 with Riku. Goddamn you Riku.

In another turn of events, I broke 5 mil! YATTA! My recent buy was a bad buy, but I'm hoping he'll turn out to be long term.

Are film execs retarded? Because I can't conceivably see a way that things like Love Don't Co$t a Thing and how they butchered The Importance of Being Ernest.

See, I figure this whole arguing thing, not very hard. People, not very smart.

It's a conundrum.

It's late, and really, right now, during all this talking, I should have been playing Kingdom Hearts. God that game scares me. Scary voices, scary impending doom, Donald Duck. Night.

It's 3:45 in the morning

And i'm still doing my goddamn essay. How I hates it. On the bright side, i've only got another 200 words to go.

GOD THE DRUDGERY

But nothing like the Drudge Report mind you.

Listening to Grates. They are quite cool. Looking forward to concert now. And true to form, I've listened to Monster Mash 60 odd times? I can't remember. So damn cool. Just the concept that Frankenstein comes to life and instead of going on a murderous rampage, he invents a new dance. Now that's fucking cool. And then he gets his buddies in it. I would kill to be a backing singer on that song.

Might skip Birthday. Have work the next day, going to be tired and sleep-deprived, alcohol is not my friend at that point. No wait that's not true. It's always my friend. ALWAYS.

Yes, i'm quite happy with the state of my liver damage thank you. No I do not wish to switch to a longer-lasting liver. I would like a longer one though. Just physically longer, so it would freak out my other organs even more so.

Good times.

I'm sure i'll have finished this THING before 6. In the morn. Hopefully. My excursions and diversions grow exponentially as I come closer to finishing. Fuck.

Does anyone remember this? It's rather a good summary on what is NOT a frivolous lawsuit.

Whatever happened to my Transylvania Twist?

Wa-oooooooooooh
Wa-oooooooooooh
Wa-wa-oooooooooooh
Wa-oooooooooooh

Monster Mash wa-oooh
Monster Mash wa-oooh
Monster Mash wa-oooh
Monster Mash wa-oooh

I'm sorry. I should have improved your lives sooner.

Facing the first challenge of any substance in 6 months or so, I fail. And how!

I need a new book to latch on to. Anna Karenina? Maybe. I do have the nice translation. Or other non-fictional works. Rereading Pygmalion. Still as good as I remember. I love GBS. So much. So eloquent. So goddamn witty! He described his wife as both emotionally and physically like a "muffin".

Having sex with her must be odd.

But he got around that. He didn't. They never consummated.

Perhaps they made a little soup to ease that. A little beef consomme, possibly.

LAN was fan-friggin-tastic...God, it's getting to this stage that sort of awesomeness is becoming commonplace. I do not look forward to the day that I become inured to the charms of the Korz.

My house becomes that much more unstable. My brain is catching on. The sheer physical will required to maintain the sanity and pathos is getting harder. It's pretty cool. I hope there's a save point soon.

In the meanwhile:

I was working in the lab late one night
When my eyes beheld an eerie sight
For my monster from his slab began to rise
And suddenly to my surprise


He did the mash
He did the monster mash
The monster mash
It was a graveyard smash
He did the mash
It caught on in a flash
He did the mash
He did the monster mash


From my laboratory in the castle east
To the master bedroom where the vampires feast
The ghouls all came from their humble abodes
To get a jolt from my electrodes


They did the mash
They did the monster mash
The monster mash
It was a graveyard smash
They did the mash
It caught on in a flash
They did the mash
They did the monster mash


The zombies were having fun
The party had just begun
The guests included Wolf Man
Dracula and his son


The scene was rockin', all were digging the sounds
Igor on chains, backed by his baying hounds
The coffin-bangers were about to arrive
With their vocal group, "The Crypt-Kicker Five"


They played the mash
They played the monster mash
The monster mash
It was a graveyard smash
They played the mash
It caught on in a flash
They played the mash
They played the monster mash


Out from his coffin, Drac's voice did ring
Seems he was troubled by just one thing
He opened the lid and shook his fist
And said, "Whatever happened to my Transylvania twist?"


It's now the mash
It's now the monster mash
The monster mash
And it's a graveyard smash
It's now the mash
It's caught on in a flash
It's now the mash
It's now the monster mash


Now everything's cool, Drac's a part of the band
And my monster mash is the hit of the land
For you, the living, this mash was meant too
When you get to my door, tell them Boris sent you


Then you can mash
Then you can monster mash
The monster mash
And do my graveyard smash
Then you can mash
You'll catch on in a flash
Then you can mash
Then you can monster mash

28 weeks later

Sounds like a movie about miscarriage.

"Oh no...she didn't carry to term!"
"She's turning into a zombie!"

"Must...have...babies..."

And the worst part is? The only mammal around was that guy who keeps doing that thing with his mouth.

Yes, you, you know who i'm talking about.

"I gotta go. There's a dude next to me and he's watching me type, which is sort of starting to creep me out. Yes dude next to me, I mean you."

Gotta love Bash!

Gandy!

Tiredness!

Sleep-dep!

Book!

Pie!

Out of words!

I've broken 4.65 on HSX! Kickass much?

The answer is yes. Yes indeedy.

I think I just made a new best friend for life.

Then it's going to be a very short friendship.

'I woke up this morning spooning my very fat cat, my cell phone and my home phone. I don't care what anyone says, this is not a normal love life.'

I don't even get my cat, aight, don't complain.

My j key isn't used very much.

Strange strange lethargy. Finished assignment. Guilt building like a steam engine. Finished book. Looking forward to holidays. Better be fun. Have another assignment. *Cue the Lucy*

Fuck it, i've disappointed my idol enough. Sleeping, while plotting to build fan base of ducks. And a goose or two, if I can manage.

Eep

Schoolwork is hard.

Cannibal isn't. So funny. So awesome. Tempted to buy or download it or something. Catching up on Get your war on. Funny.

"You know, it almost makes me want to vote for Bush. Because what if he totally just cancels the War on Terrorism? What if he's like, "Fuck it-it's not like we're going to win this shit. Let's do something fun with the money. Who wants a pony?" "

"Maybe the Army thought it'd be cool if the Iraqis thirsted for something other than freedom for a few days."
"Yeah. There's nothing like literal thirst to put metaphorical thirst into perspective."

It's a little screwy when I start regarding Uni less as an learning thing and more of a social interaction thing. Seriously, i'm just coming here to find a nice person to marry. Hecs debt isn't like real debt!

You know, i've been thinking a bit about the whole gay thing, and why so many gays are so insular. I've generally put it down to lameness; mind you, people in general tend to rather lame and insular. I kinda sympathatise with that sentiment, atleast with gays; I mean, many straight people cannot comprehend what it's like to have attractions to the same sex, emotionally, physically. The abuse, implicit or explicit, is rather a lot. It creates a self-propogating cycle.

Days and nights blur.

"I am a consumer whore!"
"And how!"

Quickly and shortly

Numbers don't mean much.

Hah, if only. Why am I doing stats then?

Frisbee people equals nice and free alcohomohol!

Won another trivia night. Go team! I've actually found a niceish sort of bar. Not sure on that.

Mildly drunk. Will endeavour my best to go to class.

My count of fauna increases

4. That's how many eels I saw today. No crazy big yellow fish though.

It was really odd, cause I saw one, and it came up to me, looked at me, moved on, then another one came, looked at me, moved on. What did they expect? Then I saw another one, and then another one! They left, churning the mud behind them. And I never saw them again.

For the rest of the day.

My rank indifference to the wheelings and dealings of my days is...meh. I left my wallet on the bus, missed my lecture, got called up within a half hour that somebody had found and maintained custody of my wallet, then talked about my lustings for a non-corporateness and even found out what we did in Stats. Georgia is a fun girl. Finished my Tute really quickly, helped people out with Economics.

Then armed with an indomitable spirit and 80 cents, I headed off to get my wallet.

The 80 cents counted more.

I now have a contact in the Channel 7 network, god forbid me ever going there.

Watched Spirited Away, which was a great movie. I especially loved the little soot things, carrying the coal. Miyazaki proves his genius. Woo.

I always thought that the stereotype that Uni kids were malnourished. They are. Bananas.